BiPolar

Try it. You'll like it. Then you won't. Then you will...

Time

I spent all of yesterday watching Woody Allen films up to Stardust Memories. Some I hadn't seen in 30+ years. I had forgotten how funny and intelligent these were. Go ahead, retire, and you too can spend such gloriously unproductive days. Fuck the dishes, cat litter and garbage. Be a laughing Taker. Nothing as much fun as subsidized laughter. Try it.

Four AM Blues

One of the worst thing about age is waking at odd hours. I often wake between three and five AM. There is no more lonely time for someone who is old and alone. It makes for a long morning and longer day. Silence rules. The world sleeps on and you don't. Feels like a form of exile and underscores isolation. It's enough to make you wish your cat could talk. That's scary.

J. H.

"Years ago I was ambitious
But now it is clear that nothing will happen."

63

One question remains: What's the point?

Life Unfolding

Entropy, entropy, entropy...

Possibiliy

Figuring out what is necessary now; one possible meaning of life. One possible reason to live.

Thought

If your only friend is a neurotic cat, you need to re-evaluate.